Saturday, October 30, 2010

As the Weather Changes

Well its the morning of a cold Saturday. I got the heat pumping......listening to Ron Isley and Lauryn Hill's rendition of "Close to You". I don't know that is just how I decided to start my morning off with. It is a nice remake of it though.

What are my plans for the day? Probably wash my car, clean my house, and chill. The weather is changing and its actually nice to look outside and see the leaves changing colors and instead of smelling heat from the melted tar on the concrete, you smell the crisp brisk cold air. Winter is near. Almost time to prepare for Holiday shopping. What are your plans for today? What are your plans for the holidays?

I might post something later but this was my subtle way of saying "Hello......good morning"!

Monday, October 18, 2010

How Does It Feel?

Well, today has been rough. I went to work today and it ended up being long of a day. I made it through.

So to follow up with my previous post, I finally met my family on my father's side. It was a great experience seeing so many people with similar features. I felt like I had found my place and belonged somewhere. Unfortunate that most of these people were older than me in my generation. It almost felt like I was an afterthought being the youngest in my generation line. However, I have made a connection with my sisters and a few cousins so that is great.

Yesterday was a bit rough for me. I had begun to put myself out there and open up, but felt a little blown back by a conversation I had with someone I had been talking to. I think I am okay now as we have talked it out, but still have thoughts. Am I doing something wrong, is this right, or should I step back.

I will just say a simple prayer about it and let it go. All in all, today was an okay day.

By the way, I am in the process of reading a bunch of books via my Nook. Any suggestions?