Passion or Patience

Just real quick. Sometimes I feel so anxious. I wish someone could relate and just let me know that it is just patience that I need to keep moving! I sometimes feel alone in myself because sexually I am yearning for that passion and love making to get me through. No sex is not the main feature of a relationship but it is an aspect or component to show another individual how much you care and adore them. It is a moment to share not on your body but your soul. Emotions come out in ways that are unparalleled to other encounters outside of the bedroom. I so miss that feeling and sometimes feel empty in it, but it is patience that working on. I just feel there is so much I have to offer and just want to openly be able to share myself in that respect. Is that too much? Am I wrong for feeling that? I don't believe so. Can sex overcome love or love overcome sex or is there a balance?

How I long for the passion? The flirtatious vibe that it is about to go down. The moments unexpected to be whisked away by passion and by love in its greatest form. Hopeless romantic? Nah. What do you do when everything else is balanced and one thing is lacking? Sometimes I become so confused because to be in love and to have everything else in place is there always suppose to be that one thing left to work on? But it is patience, patience overcomes sex. Love conquers all. I know it does. It just has too.

Sometimes I watch movies, programs, sitcoms, and see public affection. How should I feel? I wish sometimes I could be that person getting the sexual attention, the flirtatious eyes, the passionate kiss, and grope to follow. Led into the bedroom with candles and soft music playing and not fucked with but made love to in all the ways that can be thought of. The ideal scenario in the most subtle way. I do not feel there is nothing wrong with hoping, wanting, and wishing. But for right now I will be patient.