How Does It Feel?

Well, today has been rough. I went to work today and it ended up being long of a day. I made it through.

So to follow up with my previous post, I finally met my family on my father's side. It was a great experience seeing so many people with similar features. I felt like I had found my place and belonged somewhere. Unfortunate that most of these people were older than me in my generation. It almost felt like I was an afterthought being the youngest in my generation line. However, I have made a connection with my sisters and a few cousins so that is great.

Yesterday was a bit rough for me. I had begun to put myself out there and open up, but felt a little blown back by a conversation I had with someone I had been talking to. I think I am okay now as we have talked it out, but still have thoughts. Am I doing something wrong, is this right, or should I step back.

I will just say a simple prayer about it and let it go. All in all, today was an okay day.

By the way, I am in the process of reading a bunch of books via my Nook. Any suggestions?