It Has Been A While ...

Well, it has been a while since I wrote in this thing. Wow so many thoughts and things to share and to catch up with. I am not sure where to start......

So how am I feeling right now? I don't know. I feel a little bothered, a little worried, a little anxious. What does that really mean? I am a little bothered because I waited for a phone call from someone for over an hour, but did not get until late. I then bothered because I do not have any plans for 4th of July and I have time off work and switched my pager week.....but it was almost pointless. Then anxious from what I am trying to accomplish lately. I am trying to change my career, change my location, and upgrade my education. I guess all of it you can call an upgrade.

Over the past couple days.....or rather the past couple weeks.....if I can get to the point where I am a little bit more selfish and less caring towards people, I would be a little bit better off. Just a thought. I think over the next couple of days I probably will do it and let it be known the results.