Let Me Be My Motivation

GO GO GO GO.....


Yep, I still write when I can. Is there an app on the iPhone to do this on the go?

Anyways, all is okay. I would say "well", but I have run into some things I would like to do. One main goal is to get my "happy" back. Lately, I have been up and down due to different frustrations. One thing I am trying to do is try to find another job in my line of work, IT. I think I have gained enough knowledge in my current job to take things to the next level. I want to venture out and do something a little different.

Another thing I am entertaining is moving to a different location. I am a city boy and from up North. I seen what the South has had to offer. Even though it is not a bad place, and a nice area for family living.....I just would rather be in an established metropolitan area since I do not have a family yet.

I have also been working on wrapping up a masters degree and also trying to study for a PMP (project management professional) test to get my certification in that area.

I think maybe I have too many focuses at once and since I am trying to accomplish all....I am experiencing frustration. I really have been shooting for a new job but I haven't been provided yet with a good offer. I know my resumes are on point since I do have two as well. I don't know I am starting to think maybe I am focusing on the right thing or is this a test of patience?

Things at work have been stressful but by no means am I just sitting back letting things fall. I have been proactive in getting things to happen and making things happen. I been internally interviewing with people and making new connections in order to change my situation.

I had always been told to "either change my situation or change my situation". Makes sense when you look into what that means. So I have been on my grind, but I am trying to remain prayerful for change. It is so hard when more than enough things are happening around you that you can't quite control. I am trying to stay strong but I need some motivation.