Where Am I Now?

It has definitely been a minute and I am in a good place. I have so much embraced who I am and what defines me. I am not perfect by any means but I am okay with who I am now. Each day is a step further in the right direction. Even though at times I feel like I am taking a step back, it actually is a life lesson to a step forward.

One thing is that I have developed a circle of people that I enjoy hanging around and embrace me and enjoy me as well. I have been travelling again and even done some spontaneous travelling which has been good for me to unwind from the long days of work. I went to a graduation for a very good friend of mine and it was great to see people doing great things with their life. He now has his first corporate job. I made connections with other people in Houston which made me feel special, wanted, and like I was actually apart of something. Houston definitely left an impact on me and was one of the highlights of this year.

Another highlight is the trip to Atlanta that I made just this past weekend. It was very refreshing on a couple of different levels. One there is a friend that never got to experience the "lifestyle" and had formed their own opinion and fled away from it. He was then forced, well coached into this past weekend and now has a different outlook on the lifestyle and now is motivated to get the body right and go out more. I think he really just need some close friends that are really to pay attention and spend time but it was refreshing how one can change a persons outlook on life or on an aspect of life.

In addition, to changing an aspect, I had a blast. I spent time with my play brother and our mutual friends as we rolled deep this weekend. I went to a card party, went to clubs, went to the mall, and just did it up in safe fun. It was a great time. The thing about this trip is that it was not planned which actually made it more exciting. I just randomly put the clothes in my car and just made a decision to go hang out. I much needed it though.

As far as people, I feel that I have made much headway in making connections with people. I have become more open with myself in saying this is me, love me or hate me I will be okay.

I am becoming open and ready to clean the slate to embrace what is yet to come. I have come so far from this blog, 2007 to current, as the journey still continues. I am becoming ready for love and what it has to offer so I can reciprocate its offering. I just want to remain blessed and have my blessings increase. Thank you for continuing to read my blog whoever you are as the dark days are coming to end as more sunny days are coming through.