Vows

I vow to at least write once a year in here. I have no written in a while, but I must keep my blog up to date as it has become a reflection of my life since 2007.

I am now embarking on marriage. Me and my partner. It has been an excellent two year journey and the most interesting journey to say the least. I have not only met someone that loves me for me, but they value the same things I do. By no means are they perfect as I know I am not, but they are perfect for me. Perfect with flaws, perfect a person with goals, desires, and perfect with love. I can say I am happy. I am have learned to love and understand that love can love me back. I am still learned to accept the things I cannot change and with that it has much allowed me to easier deal with family and friends that may not fully support or understand me.

I have accepted the relationship with my mother and still working on accepting my relationship with my sister. However, the family on my dads side (include 2 sisters and 1 brother), I have been working on keeping in contact. My brother reached out to me the other day and I was amazed. Unfortunately, it took a tragedy to bring family close together, but sometimes you need a wake up call. I really hope it continues. Nonetheless, I have made many more friends through my fiance that have embraced our courtship and are very kind. I also still have maintained those friends on my side that are still support me. For all these things, I am thankful.

The big day is in August of 2014. I plan to make the deep plunge. I am excited and nervous at the same time, but it just feels right. I know it is right. Well this post will not be long, but its amazing how far I have transitioned from a broken young man to a grown more defined man. I have been truly blessed and know I am being watched over and cared for. Love you all!